I guess this is where I am supposed to tell you about myself. First and foremost, I am the very proud Momma of two boys! I love them babies fiercely, and would do anything in the world for them. Beyond that, I am not really sure how to even define/describe myself. The world sees a big ole smile everyday, but I know it hides a lot of pain. My family and friends feel the kindness of my heart, but my heart longs for that kindness to be returned. The workforce sees a carefree, put together woman, but on the inside, I feel like a whole ass hot mess!! I'm single, and sometimes it's wonderful and other times it's just not. I struggle with anxiety and depression, but I hold it all in until I just can't handle it anymore. This is my way to get some of these feelings out. To let others know they aren't alone in the shit life hands us, and maybe for a little reassurance that I am not alone in this. I am funny as fuck and my life is like a sitcom. It's mostly fun and happy, but there are episodes in the season where I've got to deal with some real shit. So, to anyone that ends up reading any of this, I don't know how you found it or why you've decided to continue reading, but welcome to the shitshow!